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I understand the skeptics. I used to think people were bull-shitting me when they said they, “had a vision,” or maybe they were being metaphorical? Either way, it was an experience that I had not had myself and therefore it was incredible.

Back some years ago, when I was in a bad relationship, I was not feeling good. I felt worthless and I was really just wanting to know that I was not alone. I kept asking the universe, anyone who would answer, “what it would be like if I proceeded to marry the person that I was with?” I asked it many times in a day for a good number of days.

I honestly did not expect to get an answer, and such a clear un-mistakeable answer. One morning I had just woken up and while I was still in bed I saw this image.

It was in a graphics form and looked exactly like this: two hands, one male and one female, wearing wedding attire and hand cuffed together.

I got my answer. If I proceeded to marry that person, it would be like a prison.

Clearly, this answer was so certain. I had not been certain if I would break up with that person or continue to hope everything got better, but at that moment I knew what I had to to and made an exit plan. (The person fooled me into being dependent on them [messed with my job], so I needed to get another job. I am not necessarily looking to re-cap all the sour memories at this time.)

A side effect of the vision was that I was uncertain if the spiritual aspects that I “felt” or “sensed” were real; the person I was with really chastised this and it made me question myself (as a theme of the relationship). After that, I knew there was something more out there and it had my back.

I also empathize with people who think it is “dumb” to have a sense of spirit, as I used to be one of them; I did not have any first had experience with such clarity, it really made sense to not be open to such an idea.